Searching for Serenity - Headspace
Halfway Point
The main point of this exercise, is to see whether this app
can help me sleep and give me better focus. I love my job, but I’m often
rushing around like a headless chicken and not quite in the moment, therefore I'm stuck with that feeling like I’m missing out on life.

I understand many people are sceptical and think meditation
is some hippy sat crossed leg on the floor chanting, but it really isn’t and
there are so many forms of meditation that people undertake.

I have a friend who writes down all her thoughts before she
sleeps and it gives her an amazing sense of calm, releasing all her bad
feelings and thoughts. There are people who go for long walks in nature and
those that sit beside a river and breath. Personally, I like to hear the sound of the waves. Meditation is about catching
your breath in this extremely fast paced world.
Now back to Headspace.
I have a couple of problems;
- ‘Andy’ hasn’t quite got the soothing voice I need (I will discuss 'the soothing voice' in my next post).
- The free trial session is only 10 full Basic sessions so I’ve cut this challenge down to 10 days rather than the full month (to be honest how I’m feeling about ‘Andy’ 10 days might be long enough).
- Every so often you might be offered something else to try from one of their paid packs. When I receive a trial I grab at the chance and find myself majorly disappointed. It’s all so repetitive and counting my breath isn’t very relaxing, it makes my brain focused on counting (not the serene state I might be in if he could stop talking for longer than a minute).
Interestingly, I do feel calmer, well I would say more subdued. For those who have troublesome thoughts, Headspace might be perfect for you. My head feels lighter (actually empty, I'm writing this blog straight after a Headspace session and my creativity seems to have vaporized).
Am I more 'in the moment'? Sadly I feel less in the moment. I feel a bit spaced out and floaty.
And the most important question...
Have I slept better? Andy's voice actually on repeat helps me start the drifting process but because he is quite fond of talking and there is no soothing music, every time he starts to speak after a pause it jolts me back into consciousness.
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